Too Much

"Apa ni, jangan lah macam ni. Miz yang aku kenal tak macam ni. Dia kuat."

Well I'm sorry for destroying your fantasy about me babe. Just to inform you again that I am just a normal person. I don't have any unordinary super power. Even the super heroes wont say they are strong enough to fight verbal abuse like this.

I guess my poker face leaves such a big impact on every perception towards me huh.

My heart is made from a bunch of muscle tissue. Not some cold steel. I can feel emotional stuff, I can sense it. I can get emotional at times.

So why do they expect me to be so strong? What is it about me that they see me too strong to be weak once in a while.

In your eyes, you only see physical abuse. But in me, you can only find verbal abuse. It hurts me badly. And you wont know how does it feels. Cause you guys are just too elite to feel this kind of stuff.